Anyways.

It's the blue station and we're back And we bangin' that new world premiere from Nomrah And it's called "the pink moon" Man I must say man, these young kids, man They... they... they really in with their feelings and uh I'm really feelin' that So we gon' keep this thang goin' The next track is "anyways" Let's get it! Always try again even though I'm tired of tryin' to Keep up the ascent with my wings, I keep on flyin' through My competition, I don't listen, cuz I know my pride is missin' I've been given chances, chances, chances 'til I'm tired of wishin' I've been gifted with the opportunities of lovin' you I'm trusted to obstruct my dues until I feel too comfortable I want the truth and so do you, I can't get enough of you There's no amount of trauma that we can't get past and cuddle through I left my conscience sprawled across your bedroom floor Left there in the corner with your bundled up shorts Your bed is like a coffin where I lay for eight days I guess you never cared about me anyways Tell me who are you to judge me? You never cared about me anyways You told me that you'll always love me But what's another lie nowadays? Good for you, I'm on my own now I never thought I'd see the light of day So baby, won't you fill me with your poison? And numb the pain like Novocain away? I left my conscience sprawled across your bedroom floor I knew I should've never let this plan unfold (Yeah) My insecurities had blossomed like a toxic rose (Rose) And stuck you with their thorns until you had nowhere to go (Nope) I folded in those moments where my strength was down low 'Cause I didn't have the confidence to admit I was wrong And so there wasn't any stoppin' this until I was alone (Alone) I followed all the thorns and I traced their roots Until I realized I'm the one that they were placed into Tell me who am I to judge me? I never cared about me anyways I said that I would always love me But what's another lie nowadays? Good for me, I'm on my own now I never thought I'd see the light of day So why don't I just fill myself with poison And numb the pain like Novocain away? And next I feel quite surely That everything outside my body is quite definitely not "me" There are two kinds of things outside my body Number one is other people And they're the same sort of thing as I am But also they are all Little men locked up inside their skins And they're intelligent They have feelings and values And are capable of love and virtue But eh, then number two, is the world that's non-human That we call "nature" And that's stupid It has no mind It has emotions, maybe, in animals But on the whole, it's a pretty grim business Dog eat dog And when it gets to the geological level It's as dumb as dumb can be It's a mechanism, and there's an awful lot of it And that's what we live in the middle of And the purpose of being human is we feel to subjugate nature To make it obey our will And we arrived here... we don't feel that we belong in this world It's foreign to us