Bodies

i’ve had enough of staring at the window or the walls

i’ve gotten to the point where i won’t answer any calls

shove it down my throat but i will think it right on out

nobody’s looking but me, and god, it feels like i could shout

i don’t wanna do it

i don’t wanna play

i don’t think i want to be perceived today

even if i could crawl into a cave all by myself

i would go crazy and i know i’d never call for help

it’s not even that i really just want to be alone

i just don’t like people thinking of me all on their own

i don’t wanna do it

i don’t wanna play

i don’t think i want to be perceived today

i don’t make it happen

i can’t make it stop

send me to the broken person repair shop

need a second opinion 

on what is in my brain

maybe we can swap bodies

just for today