End of Everything

Every day I wake up, a criminal in my mind They've taken you farther away Gave you a gun, there's just no time I fly, I run, I beg But you don't seem to know who I am I'm the one who's made for you You're the one who shuts their eyes Really saw you standing up Saguaros, the days of fire I try to keep the lizard tongues you've gifted me alive When I get close to them I feel empty, remembering why My fight makes you angrier The wall reaches behind The end of all The end of everything The end of all The end of everything What then? I feel shaken What then? I feel small It's like part one of the punishment Forever being brave at all What then? To feel hopeful What then? To set free What then will my love become? If I wake up, where will you be? An end to all An end to everything An end to all An end to everything The end of all The end of everything The end of all The end of everything