Troubles of Today

(Aidanhanbeats) (Siempark) Where to begin, sun your skin, satin kissing it Wait till the end, need a friend, no one listening Never hit me up up, even when I'm down, uh Singing life suck, it's the most beautiful sound I'm not myself, I'm not myself today, ye ye I'm someone else, I'm someone else today, ye ye I'm by myself, I'm by myself, everyday I need no help, ye I need no help, okay Nobody invite me, I don't think they like me It's okay I'll be gone soon, You won't find no one like me I think that Imma die soon, I'm more of my own threat I don't know who to talk to, I used to have an outlet You won't find no one like me, I guess that's the point though My vision icy, dilate my pupils, can you turn off the lights please It's way too bright it burns, still nobody beside me Nobody besides me I ain't tryna cry again, still sitting in your driveway Wishing I could blame you but I know that it's all my mistakes March 2nd won't forget it, the day I had a heartbeat every minute Identify, I'm craving cyanide pills, wanna end it all See the tree up on the hill, but I fall flat in the grass and remember If no one answers the door don't enter Suicide, I been losing my mind I can't take a life, even if it's just mine But as the days pass I been asking for guidance Seeking for meaning someday Imma find it Nah, nah Nah, nah Where to begin, sun your skin, satin kissing it Wait till the end, need a friend, no one listening Never hit me up up, even when I'm down, uh Singing life suck, it's the most beautiful sound I never been blinded by love, like I was when I met you I couldn't fall asleep before I text you, ye Sending love notes, and selfies, my sign language sucks But lately, the mountain is clear in the morning Days kind of slow, kind of boring anyways Wrote two songs in the evening, ye Hope you hear the songs that I'm speaking about you Maybe I been in my room too much Expecting changes when I'm still who I once was Where to begin, sun your skin, satin kissing it Wait till the end, need a friend, no one listening Never hit me up up, even when I'm down, uh Singing life suck, it's the most beautiful sound