Broken Promises

Late night... I've been drinking more than I really should've But the memories that been haunting me Got me filling all of my time with these I feel crazy... Gone out of my mind All tied down and I can't unwind Feeling so hopeless Emotions been stokin An anger awoken My strength is eroding So drained... Mind-frame, when the time came It's a lost cause and I hit pause on all the plans that we had evolved Dues paid... we squaring up for the end of us Cause the fights are tough and I'm feeling rough Dedicated love now nebulous (I can't take it anymore) I always tried (I gave you everything I had) But it always died (Were we even sure that this would last?) You wanted more... It's like it never ends, I never win Lose it all or just play pretend Like an avalanche... Love's disastrous Clocks will turn, but jump back again I'm sick of this same old shit Won't you lay with me instead? It's like it never ends, I never win Save your broken promises Time fades... the lessons left the impression, yes I can second guess all the questions left that you locked away in a separate chest Won't help though I'm out of my mind, scarlet scars but I play blind Feeling the world start to crumble beneath me I'm figuring out how to change what I could be I can't take it anymore It's like it never ends, I never win Lose it all or just play pretend Like an avalanche... Love's disastrous Clocks will turn, but jump back again I'm sick of this same old shit Won't you lay with me instead? It's like it never ends, I never win Save your broken promises Two faced... I been chewed up and just spit out What a mistake... An accident that kept happening I guess it's bad taste What you left behind, and its maddening Turned a good dream to a nightmare Like a demon out of hell right there It's like it never ends, I never win Lose it all or just play pretend Like an avalanche... Love's disastrous Clocks will turn, but jump back again I'm sick of this same old shit Won't you lay with me instead? It's like it never ends, I never win Save your broken promises