Into Nothing

I can't remember how it all began It's like I'm losing every second that I don't give in It's like I'm dancing with my demons for a moment of peace Slicing with my scissors 'cause I need the release Why should I have to spend my life Accepting all the reasons I don't feel alright? Why should I have to spend my life Denying all the things that make me feel alive? I can't feel my hands in front of me Lost inside this storm of my misery Reaching for the edge I'm falling beneath Further down, further down Into nothing Right now I can't feel my face Couldn't get a job making minimum wage Counting up the crimes but I gota get paid Hiding my vibes... faking my names Murder in the first degree Always chasing that high, there's no guarantee If we'll ever see tomorrow so I beg to please And if I'm ever gona die, it's my hands to seize Why should I have to spend my life Accepting all the reasons I don't feel alright? Why should I have to spend my life Denying all the things that make me feel alive? I can't feel my hands in front of me Lost inside this storm of my misery Reaching for the edge I'm falling beneath Further down, further down Into nothing Before the paranoia and delusions kick in Before addiction sends me into spirals again I'd rather create chaos than be trapped in my skin I always feel so empty... Need a cure to stop the itch! I can't feel my hands in front of me Lost inside this storm of my misery Reaching for the edge I'm falling beneath Further down, further down Into nothing It's so hard to breathe! I can't feel my hands in front of me Lost inside this storm of my misery Reaching for the edge I'm falling beneath Further down, further down Into nothing I can't feel my hands! It's so hard to breathe! I can't feel my hands! I need the release! I can't feel my hands! I'm falling beneath! Further down, further down Into nothing!