Reality Check (feat. JAY Millz)

Ay, I can't eat I can't breathe and I can't sleep I been rolling deep in the shit A Dell desktop from 03 was where I was first rapping on beats I was spazzing no c-a-p I ain't go to my graduation, for that Me and moms ain't speak for like 3 to 4 weeks This is just another check from reality And you can bet another coming in a matter of weeks I still ain't get no fuckin' check in a matter of weeks I can't get a job bro I'm tired of having sleep for dinner Bro I'm tired of this bullshit I spend my last 3 summers chasing dreams I gotta have it They slept I just got stronger brought the fire out the dragon This shit already loaded in my brain these niggas lagging Know it's steps to this shit you gotta break it down and bag it Woulda seen that nigga flying snatch the carpet from Aladdin I ain't hating, I just know that That move faster than them Daytons In the end Ima win that's if we racing I can't tell cus these niggas stand around these niggas waiting I can't tell if these niggas showing love or if they hating All I know that Ima make it way bigger where I'm stationed On my back and on my face and She told me I'm amazing Better keep your girl from 'round me Ima snatch her if her waist thin At this point I just be playing At this point I'm MIA'n At this point they just can't act like they don't see me Gotta face it At this point I got my shot and I can't waste it Locked in with my brothers See how far we finna take it Sticking to the basics I don't really see nothing else to focus on like Ay these bitches can't even get my attention if they paid me to Ay, Ay, Look Broken hearted Me and music was close to dearly departed Thought me and my bitch was locked in till the coffin But she left me thru a phone call and Tried to blame me for all of the bullshit that she started I shed a couple tears then wrote these lines the same night in my car With God I'm having conversations in hopes that me contemplating Ain't me jinxin' what He felt was destined for me since the start I give my word ain't nothing in this world that leaves me startled Other than the word of Allah My word is bond my brothers don't feel connected unless I spoke it And if I said it then that mean it come right from the heart So don't you question if I meant it Don't provoke me and don't tempt me If you don't know me then don't rep me Since this a "lil rap song" And you claim it don't mean much Well muthafucka for me it mean enough to leave me sleepless Most nights with my stomach on E And my gas tank on E cus I can't leave the studio I be locked in till 3 sum Late night sesh Couple times I passed up threesomes I don't need the nookie I'm cool with mouth and my feet rubbed Girls be so offended when I leave 'em on seen Trust I don't think I'm Hollywood I hardly think you seen love Ay yo 2-4 you still fuckin' with that same bitch? Na na na I had to let that shit go This bitch be gettin' on my nerves Yea you know how that shit go Sometimes you gotta let it be Facts Yea All the pain All the stress and all the drama That I brought upon my mama All I think bout's the karma like once I have a kid Is he goin be a fuckin' problem Well I'm hoping I can solve em And I'm hoping I'm evolving All this pain and this stress and this muthafuckin' drama That I brought onto my mama All I think about the karma Like when I get rich and stack these muthafuckin' commas I can't ever pay you back but Ima buy her what she want Yea bro you know it's been a long fuckin' time coming man I swear to God man I remember you the first nigga I ever seen buy a microphone Facts Recording in Recording in Ziggy grandma closet