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RETCON

Hip-Hop/Rap

RETCON was released on February 17, 2023 by 1063964 Records DK as a part of the album RETCON

Song Details

Release DateFebruary 17, 2023

Label1063964 Records DK

LanguageEnglish

Melodicness

Acousticness

Valence

Danceability

Energy

BPM84

OVERVIEW

LYRICS

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS

Brandon Lee February

Brandon Lee February

Songwriter

PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING

Luke Storti

Producer

Lyrics

Yeah

Uh huh

Let's do it like this

The only thing I want more than happiness

Is to remove myself from the past

Clear the path that I've traveled and logs lifted

Forget the bonds that I've forged and love gifted

And make it seem like I never existed

Forget the memories of all those I hold dearly

And contributions I made for them so maybe they can

Move freely and see clearly

Uninfluenced from this decision of the love that I left in ruins

My misery is nobody's fault but mine

See the choices were anointed but ambition left me disappointed

I made mistakes and for it all I will atone

You'll have your peace, I'll walk out and be all alone

I tried my best to keep it all together

Holding it up by the chains till my soul got strained, my shoulders caved

The only way for me to heal is to push those who love me all away

It's toxic, I acknowledge, that I deserve to be forgotten

Stop saying I'm a good man, clearly I'm not it

I'm nodding, to rhythm of my melancholy

This guilty feet stopped moving, this life stopped me

I'll finish what needs to be finished

There isn't a way forward from this

There's no sunrise riddled with bliss

Only a fist that rules everything done

Null and void, the swan song sung by an heartbroken voice

Yeah shit, I feel so lost?

Where do I go from here? What do I do now?

Damn, I don't know

What would my life be I never chose to do this?

Lived normal without the stress of how to pursue this?

The years I spent to trying hone the craft

Replaced with getting a normal job and just living free from

The stress that seems to go with this

Away from the socials, lowkey how I wished that I could be

My thoughts are scattered so I pop pills to sleep instead

Hoping to restore a little peace in my head

But every time I close my eyes, I hear my demons creep by my bed

They whispering my all failures and all my short comings

So I resorted to running but it was one step behind

The prints were aligned, hard to tell which one was mine

I set it with apart with an upright pride

But when I saw the cause of the fall

That same step was my decline

Maybe that's why they ever checked if I was okay

Maybe I made you to believe with my ability

That I could withstand the storm

From both sides of the spectrum

Until it halted the spirits momentum, I'm truly sorry

I couldn't live up to all of your musts

I broke the code and made you look at me in disgust

How could I be person in whom you placed your trust

How could I be the half in what you thought was us

A garden of shame, no peace bloomed in mind

Now's the end, this is my goodbye

But fuck that!

If I have to be the one to fall

I'll gladly take it because I always find a way to bounce back

I stack every thing upon my shoulders

Till I learn to stand with the pain

In rage I made my pact

And that's never let someone get close

To the place where my emotions can be ripped open

Can't deny that I'm hoping for one person to save me

But I know that she won't, I'm the definition of crazy

Maybe, this is what's truly meant for me

An everlasting infamy, falling apart repeatedly

Honestly can't deny that I still feel ashamed

Feels like I should've done more considering my age

I banked everything on dreams and nothing was gained

I loaned from hate with no other way to repay

A darkened day, till I caught sight of the flame

The cinders presence bestowed theses embers blessings

So, our father, who art in heaven

I'm not ashamed to ask for guidance at twenty seven

Lived in deep depression when I lost direction

Failure's the only thing I seem to be perfecting

But now I'm given a chance at redemption, I won't waste it

And uphill climb, I promise I'm gonna chase it

Problems I'm facing, I never truly over came

I inhale disdain as I walk forward like Bane

Still haunted by the potential that so many saw

That I never lived up to, I can show you the scars

That's why I'm still going, fueled by what I am not

And for my fucking sanity, I should probably stop

My story's supposed to end with my failure

An unhappy ending, yet I'm still going every rhyme is ascending

I've burnt these pages, conclusion deleted and gone

So I'll continue the story of the path that I'm on, Retcon

Written by: Brandon Lee February

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