Touched by the hand of diazepam
Don't count no sheep I count the milligrams
It takes to numb my brain
Sleepless and belligerent
Lifeless eyes, aching joints, sweating like a bitch
Succumb to death, I'm going blind
Foggy eyed
Lacking piece of mind
Fallen is the fog, eyes rotating up into the skies
Oh, god, I wish I could turn the hands of time
I'm gone and all I can think is, wish mother had picked up my call
Eat the barrel, kick the bucket, watch me paint these walls
God-damn!
My lips are cracking up
My fingers start to shake
Feel like hanging from my neck, no escape, no escape
Goodbye, forget my fucking name
Cold hands dangle from the ceiling fan!
Quiver!
Bloody red eyes
The stench grows, consumed by flies
They said
He would finally do it
Years go by
Nobody knew
I was, Lit up like a fire burning brain cells feeling sick
I wish that I could down these pills and put an end to all this shit
Can't bring myself to hurt my mother, I just wanna top myself
But I'm a pussy footing fucker, all I'll do is run my mouth again
String me up
Fuck
