Bad Timing

Try to hold myself together So that no one ever sees me fall apart I'm so scared of happy endings That I never wanna let the story start My self love and my self hate My best friends and my best day And it's not great, but it's okay 'Cause talking leaves to crying Leaves to both of us deciding You should stay The voices I've been hearing in my head Are more believable than anything you've said Don't tell me that it's bad timing When it's really that you just stopped trying If you wanna leave than go do you Don't wanna hear another fake excuse Don't tell me that it's bad timing I've been staring at the ceiling Going crazy and I'm losing track of time All these seconds turn to minutes, turn to hours But they'll never make you mine (never make you mine) My self love and my self hate Maybe why you're back in the worst way And it's not great, but it's okay 'Cause talking leaves to crying Leaves to both of us deciding You should stay The voices I've been hearing in my head Are more believable than anything you've said Don't tell me that it's bad timing When it's really that you just stopped trying If you wanna leave than go do you Don't wanna hear another fake excuse Don't tell me that it's bad timing 'Cause you've always been a bad liar And you're lying to yourself, it's true Whatever happend to just me and you Don't tell me that it's bad timing