Lived It Twice

I already played this out in my head Every worst case way of how this can end Got a 24-7 fear of rejection And it hasn't even happened yet But I already played this out in my head The way you're gonna let me down, block me out And mess me up again Wish I didn't think this far before it starts 'Cause I'll just mess me up again Now I lived it twice Once in my mind, once in real life And when you say goodbye I'll just get hurt one too many times Overthinking plus you leaving leads to double the heartbreak You'll never know my half of the pain 'Cause I lived it twice, twice I've imagined every word that you'll say Burned me once without you walking away Got a 24-7 fear of rejection Now you're the one to blame Can't imagine anything going my way Like how you're gonna let me down, block me out And mess me up again Wish I didn't think this far before it starts 'Cause I'll just mess me up again Now I lived it twice Once in my mind, once in real life And when you say goodbye I'll just get hurt one too many times Overthinking plus you leaving leads to double the heartbreak You'll never know my half of the pain 'Cause I lived it twice, twice Now I lived it twice Once in my mind, once in real life And when you say goodbye I'll just get hurt one too many times Overthinking plus you leaving leads to double the heartbreak You'll never know my half of the pain 'Cause I lived it twice, twice 'Cause I lived it twice, twice