Stuck

I know that I'm looking psycho And I know I don't get no better as the time goes But my soul has holes and it's hollow My soul don't know what to follow Forget what you said to me, I know it's a lie Maybe we're not meant to be, honestly, that's fine Push me and eventually, I'm not gonna try Emotions get the best of me, I'm wasting all my time Your voice is getting stuck This ain't really love You're not who I trust Your voice is getting stuck This ain't really love You're not who I trust Couple of things I've been scared to say Cause it sounds so bad coming out my mouth I don't wanna see you happy cause I wanna break you how you broke my trust I wanna leave you hurt, I wanna leave you scarred And that is the effect of a broken heart I wanna see you happy only when you're with me And just only feel safe when you're in my arms Don't get it twisted, I know that it's wrong I don't act on it, I just talk to god I feel like the man that you see is a fraud Cause I hide it so well when the bravado's on At times it just feels like I don't have the wheel What I do know is I need time to heal And let go of the pain that I always feel Acting unfazed but it's never real I know that I'm looking psycho And I know I don't get no better as the time goes But my soul has holes and it's hollow My soul don't know what to follow Forget what you said to me, I know it's a lie Maybe we're not meant to be, honestly, that's fine Push me and eventually, I'm not gonna try Emotions get the best of me, I'm wasting all my time Your voice is getting stuck This ain't really love You're not who I trust Your voice is getting stuck This ain't really love You're not who I trust Hold on to things that I can't let go Got these feelings that I can't let show Thoughts in my head that always eco But I do not wanna show you that I been a mess so I don't look back and I really wanna run Nothing gonna work if we only have love How do you forgive? I've been looking up above Cause I do not really if you're worthy of my trust I wanna get rid of resentment But then maybe I don't, it's a mess yes I'm surprised that I haven't up and left yet Because maybe then the pain will affect less Baby, I don't even know what's the next move I don't wanna think about the man you'll be next to I guess that's pride talking, maybe I should let you Go but I know more I say it it's just less true