In Limbo

I don’t know what I look like, so I can’t picture it

The person I think I am isn’t what I wanted

For you, and for your sake, I can’t just be so honest

I decide which person to be before you call it

Harder than I thought, I take up space a lot

I thought that I was sick, it turns out, I’m just dumb

I contemplate a break but pass out on the run

I’m starving myself thin and sucking on my thumb

Is it wrong to fall in love while waiting to die?

I just want to live long enough for your eyes

Well I can’t do it, I knew I couldn’t

Little lies to fake it, every night, escape it

I was never permanent until today

You will love me even if you lose my face

I never believed in saving myself first

When I was a kid, I never understood

'Cause I can’t do it, I knew I couldn’t

You’re all I wanted, I saw it coming

Is it wrong to fall in love while waiting to die?

(Harder than I thought, I take up space a lot)

I just want to live long enough for your eyes

(Harder than I thought, I take up space a lot)

(I contemplate a break but pass out on the run)

Harder than I thought, I take up space a lot

I contemplate a break but pass out on the run