.5X the Man

I know that it's hard sometimes to live in pain to keep a smile So I don't do that anymore, this gets too hard I can't ignore But you, it's a luxury to step out when you want and that you do I'm the epicenter, I'm the drama, erase me you want to Oh, I heard you close the door, I heard it once, oh baby I heard it before You run, you hide, you watch me like I'm a disease Oh I'm wearing down and you're watching me I know how the months go on yet time stands still, and he's still gone Oh and I know how you love to fix and I'm still broken, and you just quit And oh, I'd by lying if I said that you were just the only one I'm repetitive, I'm broken, and I watch them as they run, they run and Oh, I heard you close the door, I take the blame for expecting that you'd give me more The days they pass, forever lasts, don't wait for me You know I'm half of the man that I used to be Oh I can't get on, get on, get over like you wanted (get on, get on, get over like you wanted) Oh I know, I know, I know that you are sorry (I know, I know, I know that you are sorry) I know, I know, I know that you are sorry I guess I learned this lesson early, oh I guess I learned this lesson, oh Oh I heard you close the door, and I know that I'm not the same girl anymore Eternal grief, what a relief that you released me You know I'm half of the man that I used to be You know I'm half of the man