Last "Last Time"

Things on my head I don't understand Now I'm tryna push it past my pen I've been tryna give you all the answers yeah Why do you act like I don't care This ain't a simple love affair This shit can't go anywhere past this room You only see me in the night That's just how it's like These days I got way too much on my mind Can't do no dinner dates if it's just us I feel like we're living a damn lie I can't be posting pictures of our lives Cause there ain't nothing really nice But the sex, but the head, never ending freaky texts I know it's not right Every time you fuck me it's like anesthetics I don't feel the pain in the moment Blue moons ago, I'm still with regret to myself and you, I'm still a hostage I don't want you no no more no You got me lying to my folks oh You got my niggas questioning me I don't wanna be here We had our run, it's the end, just let it go We holding on, but our hands are slipping off We got it grip but it's just not as strong It's one more straw till I have to end it all I know what we had is long gone Just come on, you don't wanna be alone Come on, one more time shouldn't be wrong oh Just come on, you don't wanna be alone, one last time shouldn't be so wrong Come on top, you been there all along