I'm Fine (No Really)

Lately I've been making friends with all the voices in my head But I'm afraid if I listen too long they might start making sense Maybe I should get some help, or I should medicate myself But I'm afraid if I get fixed then there might be nothing left Am I gone too far? Did I fall too hard? Am I in too deep to see the surface anymore? Should I even try if I'll just spew another lie? If you ask me how I'm doing I'll just fake another smile And say I'm fine I'm fine No really I'm fine I swear I'm fine No really I'm fine If I'm honest I get nervous that my act is getting old I'm like a freak show at the circus, I've only got one trick to show Spinning like a broken clock, grind until the gears stop I've been waking up an hour before my alarm goes off Am I gone too far? Did I fall too hard? Am I in too deep to see the surface anymore? Should I even try if I'll just spew another lie? If you ask me how I'm doing I'll just fake another smile And say I'm fine I'm fine No really I'm fine I swear I'm fine No really I'm fine Another day in paradise Slugging at that nine to five Working hard or hardly working Mondays, am I right? How's the weather? Never better Did you catch the game last night? I think I'd rather die Am I gone too far? Did I fall too hard? Am I in too deep to see the surface anymore? Should I even try if I'll just spew another lie? If you ask me how I'm doing I'll just say I'm doing fine I'm fine (no really I mean it I'm doing so good everything is great) I'm fine (I've got my little job and my little apartment) I'm fine (and I used to have a cat) I'm fine (but that isn't allowed anymore) I'm fineI (so I had to get rid of it) I'm fine (but that's ok) I'm fine (I actually have a great view) I'm fine (I can see the whole parking lot) I'm fine (all the way up the curb) I'm fine (the views are great) I'm fine (How are you?)