High School Wake

I never went to football games on Fridays I missed like three years of my high school phase I'm feeling like I've missed out on a life Even though I know those years ain't paradise I don't have any friends my age And I'm the only minor in my grade I'm feeling like I'm losing track of time Feels like everything I have is on the line Online I try my best to go to sleep but the past is still in front of me My energy is wasted on my phone The piercing light of blue and white control my mind like kryptonite Killing every cell down to the bone And my high school wake remains unknown I've never been asked to a prom And my built-in best friend is my mom I'm thinking bout the things I wish I did Cause now I that I'm no longer a kid I try my best to go to sleep but the past is still in front of me My energy is wasted on my phone The piercing light of blue and white control my mind like kryptonite Killing every cell down to the bone And my high school wake it still unfolds Oooooh Oooooh Procrastination, need for validation, every sensation Pouring from my soul At the bottom of this deep blue lake My high school wake remains my own