In the Mirror

If I could change the world Lately it's been harder looking in the mirror All the imperfections in me I see clearer Scared of what you'll think of me If you see my scars Scared of what you'll think of me If you see my scars, yeah No, it ain't easy to see myself How you see me 48 reasons for why you left Tryna free me Free my mind of the messed up times When I don't know why Yeah Why you decide I ain't worth your time When you look in my eye Yeah Tell you I ain't perfect, I ain't never been Showing that I'm hurting Wanting it to end Looking in the mirror Wishing I could change it Tryna see the mirror from a different lens I been tryna heal But it's at my pace Tell me how it feel Not to want my face Don't know how to feel Not to want to be me But I gotta deal with it It's what it gotta be Say whoever sent me Praying God mend me I been feeling empty Tell me how I'm sitting? I don't need a fit in I don't wanna be me At all I don't wanna be me at all Tell me why it is I only see my flaws Guess thats why it is you don't see my calls Lately it's been harder looking in the mirror All the imperfections in me I see clearer Scared of what you'll think of me If you see my scars Scared of what you'll think of me If you see my scars Yeah No, it ain't easy to see myself How you see me 48 reasons for why you left Tryna free me Free my mind of the messed up times When I don't know why Yeah Why you decide I ain't worth your time When you look in my eye Yeah Tell you I ain't perfect, I ain't never been Looking in the mirror Wishing I could change it