To Be Me, Or Not To Be Me

At least release the damn clouds Inside my lungs rust The mind has gone wild, no bitch This life ain't what you fucking see On the TV in movies wake up to reality my You're blind in the way that you Don't really see shit But you're wide awake With them eyes wide open And they feed you some bullshit on the news Who's alive? - Bitch I'm dead very often This is the end This is where all the dead rest Summon me back bitch Back from the dead, shush And then here I come bearing gifts For my enemies Running alone in the woods fucking naked I lay in my bed made of bugs, drugs Almighty forsaken Oh baby I promise that you've just Awoken the demon residing inside of my chest And me can't contain him And me can't contain him And me can't contain him Uhh, anybody know what time it is? - Yo I just woke up from a dirt nap $carecrow rolling blunts in the back Got a backpack full of black bags Now he gotta walk fast Do a damn dash, aye aye Body parts from the weed that I just rolled Get a hoe just to blow up the whole load In her throat I can rest for the time being, yuh Fuck up the scene Shoot out a beam She love me, she want me But now she don't want me The fuck do you mean honestly? - hmm I ran out of petals she told me Then threw me away counting fish in the sea, damn Ice on my wrist from the cut deep Lay low in the pit that I dug sleep Imma bleed out in the dirt Gotta lay seed So a tree may grow out Of my dead feet, ten feet tall