Coming Soon

I'm always waitin' on my fall from grace Not even 22, but I think it's comin' soon Can't feel my hands as they're clutchin' the sink I'm starin' into the mirror, watchin' my face get weirder Keep runnin' out of shit to talk about I'm a senior in college, almost flunkin' out Can't feel the months as they're passin' me by My times disappearin', I guess it's been a year and I'm doin' fine Only losin' my mind every once in a while And it's been cool Only thinkin' I'm doomed every time that I do Yeah, it's a lot But it's not as much as I used to I wonder if you burned that shirt with my face on it I really hope you did I'm losin' sleep picturin' you wearin' it on the street That's so disgusting to me (that's so disgusting to me) I wonder if I'll ever find myself in those trees Where you begged me to get on my knees Right off the path, hope I never go back now That's so disgusting to me (that's so disgusting to me) I'm doin' fine Only losin' my mind every once in a while And it's been cool Only thinkin' of you every time that I do Still, it's a lot But it's not as much as I used to Well, I used to be smart and I used to be nice Now I'm neither of those, but I've been feelin' alright And it used to be easy, just coastin' through life And it's not anymore, but I've been feelin' alright I'm doin' fine Only losin' my mind every once in a while And it's been cool Only thinkin' of you every time that I do I'm always waitin' on my fall from grace Not even 22 but I know it's comin' soon