Eat Your Heart Out

I tried so many fucking times to help you But you just don't ever listen You do not fucking understand me No, fucking hard Go ahead, dig in, singing, feel like you belong, peace out That's the only people who fucking resent me I don't know how to explain it all I'm hostile, I'm savage I'm nothing less than a fucking erratic I can't control the way I am I'll cut you out, I don't give a damn I'm fucked up Don't push me too far 'Cause I have a dark heart Been cheated and lied to It's the anger inside you Vengeance is vicious, I have a sickness Vengeance is vicious, I have a sickness I know it, I know it And I know I'm a wreck I heard you the first time Spare me that speech, I know every line And it hurts to admit, this crutch is my casket Maybe I'm not alright So eat your heart out, I guess you were right I'm just not cut out to save my own life So I'll keep running, from my ghost all night And I hope that's alright And I hope that's alright I've lost myself, I've learned to hate It's over now, the bonds we break It's fictional, I'm fixable I'm clinical, I need a fucking miracle Vengeance is vicious, I have a sickness Vengeance is vicious, I have a sickness Wait, wait, wait, wait Listen, listen I'm only going to say this once Life is a joke and I am a liar Life is a joke and I am a liar And I know I'm a wreck I heard you the first time Spare me that speech, I know every line And it hurts to admit, this crutch is my casket Maybe I'm not alright So eat your heart out, I guess you were right I'm just not cut out, to save my own life So I'll keep running, from my ghost all night And I hope that's alright And I hope that's alright It's not a nightmare This time it's real, and it feels like I'll never be happy again It's not a nightmare And I've been stuck here so long that I'm scared it'll never end It's not a nightmare This time it's real, and it feels like I'll never be happy again It's not a nightmare And I've been stuck here so long that I'm scared it'll never end So eat your heart out, I guess you were right I'm just not cut out, to save my own life So I'll keep running, from my ghost all night And I hope that's alright So eat your heart out, I guess you were right I'm just not cut out to save my own life So I'll keep running from my ghost all night And I hope that's alright And I hope that's alright And I hope that's alright