My eyes are red, my throat is sore
I haven't slept in a week or more
Drag this body out of bed
Stare at grey skies until I'm dead
This boring routine on repeat
Another day, sigh in defeat
I'm feeling like a goddamn disaster
When it rains it really pours
And I can't get out of here any faster
'Cause I can barely get up off the floor
My memory is shot, can barely hold a single thought
Except the one that keeps repeating
The one that says, "you're never leaving"
I know it's up to me
It always is and it always will be
And I feel ready to give in
But I don't know where to begin
I'm feeling like a goddamn disaster
When it rains it really pours
And I can't get out of here any faster
'Cause I can barely get up off the floor
Step out the door into the rain
These last 6 months have been a drain
Retrace my footsteps down the street
As the rain comes down in sheets
