Midnight

Welcome to my head at midnight Good at being busy, keeping up with friends Tryna stop anxiety from catching me again I've tried everything (I've tried everything) I'll do anything (I'll do anything) If I got a day off, I'll start dreading it Give me too much time and I'll fill it up with heavy shit I need therapy (I need therapy) Don't like this side of me (don't like this side of me) All I ever do is try to outrun the fear (try to outrun the fear) But when the lights go down, it always seems to find me here I'm my own worst enemy at night All the voices come alive Saying, "You're a disappointment" And then, "You're fucking up your life" It's a really lonely fight When the monsters in your mind Tell you, "No one's gonna love you" Welcome to my head at midnight Watched everything on Netflix, shit that I don't like Anything to quiet down the mess-up in my mind A temporary fix (temporary fix) Is better than feeling like this And all I ever do is try to outrun the fear (outrun the fear) But when the lights go down, it always seems to find me here I'm my own worst enemy at night All the voices come alive Saying, "You're a disappointment" And then, "You're fucking up your life" It's a really lonely fight When the monsters in your mind Tell you, "No one's gonna love you" Welcome to my head at midnight Midnight (midnight) Midnight (ah) Midnight I'm Good at being busy, keeping up with friends Tryna stop anxiety from catching me again I've tried everything I'll do anything (I'll do anything) I'm my own worst enemy at night (at night) All the voices come alive Saying, "You're a disappointment" And, "You're fucking up your life" It's a really lonely fight When the monsters in your mind Tell you, "No one's gonna love you" Welcome to my head at midnight Midnight (midnight) Midnight (midnight) Midnight Welcome to my head at midnight