If You Can't Be My Lover

I wish you hadn't let me leave And I miss when you would fight for me And I know I'm not your girlfriend anymore But maybe you and I could pretend that I'm yours For one night I think one night is all I need And I still think about you constantly And I know I need to move on on my own But that's hard when I still live here in the home we shared If you can't be my lover Baby can you find a way to stay I'm not trying to cause any trouble I don't wanna get in your way And maybe this is all off colour But baby I'm not ready to say goodbye If this doesn't work don't know what will Not sure how much more I can cry Sometimes you still hold my hand (When it's quiet and there's no one around) I guess I understand (It doesn't make it less confusing) And I know I should tell you to let go (But I can't find the words) But I'm scared you'll never come back and I'll be alone And I don't wanna live without you by my side But I guess I'll have to try If you can't be my lover Baby can you find a way to stay I'm not trying to cause any trouble I don't wanna get in your way And maybe this is all off colour But baby I'm not ready to say goodbye If this doesn't work don't know what will Not sure how much more I can cry