I'll survive all the entropy

'Cause I'm never really here

And even though you're in front of me

I'm not even sure you're real

Can you feel all this energy?

I got one foot on the pedal

And the other's in heaven

God, I think I've gone crazy

My vision's so hazy

Oh, you said that I'm in control

But I don't think that's good enough

All my fears, yeah, they're grabbing hold

And there's no diamonds in the rough

Oh, what did I do to deserve this?

Did I close all the doors, draw the curtains?

Oh, I'm not really sure why I'm hurting, yeah

But I don't think I'm strong enough, ah-ah yeah

And you can spare me the empathy

'Cause the last thing I want's for you to walk all around

And say you see me differently

When you barely know me now

Oh, how many times do I have to commit myself to a lie?

I'm telling you everything's great, but the truth is I feel like I'm dying

Oh, you said that I'm in control

But I don't think that's good enough

All my fears, yeah, they're grabbing hold

And there's no diamonds in the rough

Oh, what did I do to deserve this?

Did I close all the doors, draw the curtains?

Oh, I'm not really sure why I'm hurting, yeah

But I don't think I'm strong enough, ah-ah yeah

(I've been hurting, I've been hurting)

Oh, I don't know how to get better on my own

No matter the weather, I'll let go

Of everything that I believe I'm not

I believe I'm not

I'm everything I got