Save Me From Myself

Save me from myself Save me from myself Save me from myself I've been walking 'round for days Stuck inside this n-n-n-n-neverending maze And every door I open only leads to more delays Sometimes it feels like I will n-n-never find my way So every single day I hope and pray that things will change No matter what I do it's like they always stay the same I always try to fight it and I go against the grain Yeah I guess a part of me is just addicted to the pain I had a vision once and this ain't what it's supposed to be I ran away from all the people that were close to me And now my family and everyone is missing me But I keep running back to all this self-inflicted misery Save me from myself I really need your help I'm going under Save me from myself Save me from myself Save me from myself I've been so depressed I'm feeling so defeated I've got a bible on my dresser but I barely read it But that don't mean that I'm a skeptic and I don't believe it I know he's got a plan for me, I just wish I could see it I just wish I could feel it I just wish I could trust it Cause I just wanna love myself and not be so disgusted But I don't think that even God could make this any clearer I see the problem every time I look into the mirror I gotta let him in So he can take the pain If not I'll never win And that's a crying shame I've been here long enough to know that this is not a game Cause time never do helps you now I'm call out in Jesus name Save me from myself I really need your help I'm going under Save me from myself Save me from myself Save me from myself