Is This the End

Well I haven't slept in days Not a standard that I praise All the remedies they gave me Don't seem to do much I could throw on a new face Hang with people that I crave Til I fall into a haze of disaster And I will sit I will think Maybe this is just a dream But if it were would I still be this uncontrollably burnt Well life is beautiful But I don't have a clue what to do with my time anymore (Anymore, anymore) I could play and drink and choke Then hurt everyone I know Wondering if I should have stayed at home I'm a little bit obsessed with the pain that's in my chest Can't decide if it's the end or if I'm overreacting Let me break all the windows just to get some air flow Let the dust rush in and I will ask, "Is this the end?" (Is this the end, is this the end, is this the end) No I don't really go to parties I'd have to deal with all the hard things Socializing and a guy jumped off the roof into the pool But I could sneak out through the front door No one even said "hi" to me So I don't think they would care if I just disappeared Cuz I'm feeling like a burden But I know that's my own problem Take a quick swim catching feelings in the water Every time I make a call I don't like the answer And I will sit I will think Maybe this is just a dream But if it were would I still be this uncontrollably burnt Well life is beautiful But I don't have a clue what to do with my time anymore (Anymore, anymore) I could play and drink and choke Then hurt everyone I know Wondering if I should have stayed at home I'm a little bit obsessed with the pain that's in my chest Can't decide if it's the end or if I'm overreacting Let me break all the windows just to get some air flow Let the dust rush in and I will ask, "Is this the end?" (Is this the end, is this the end, is this the end) Now I'm walking home in the moonlight crash The road signs tell me don't look back Thought I'd be fine til I saw that flash Take a glance at the sky and it's falling fast Pick me up in the car and I cry on the drive You tell me I look gorgeous even when I lie I say gee thanks oh what a guy You might be half alright But I know better than that Daylight's always a trap Well life is beautiful But I don't have a clue what to do with my time anymore (Anymore, anymore) I could play and drink and choke Then hurt everyone I know Wondering if I should have stayed at home I'm a little bit obsessed with the pain that's in my chest Can't decide if it's the end or if I'm overreacting Let me break all the windows just to get some air flow Let the dust rush in and I will ask, "Is this the end?" (Is this the end, is this the end, is this the end)