If we drive far enough will our lives not fall apart?
Are we fast enough to outrun who we are?
Cause i can't hear my own thoughts over the stereo
And i can't see the world beyond the road
Two months to go
And you wish you were home
But i can't follow
It's a long road
You'll figure out your own
Difference is a hard pill to swallow
So i let you go
It's sad but i don't know
This is my one hope
It's a rough path
I can't do it alone
And time is a hard thing to borrow
I'm immersed within a fog again
I don't know what i want
But it's not for you to be another
Thing i'm running away from
What's the point of doing this
If i lose my best friend to it
I can't fix this
But i can't accept it either
I just can't stand the thought
Of being reduced to
Coughing up a fabricated sweetness
Smiling with a red dot on my chest
Laughing with your hands around my neck
Making peace with knowing i'll spend all my days
Waiting until my senses fade away
