Faith

Woke up early morning and my heart is heavy seeking Was it chance was it life did it happen for a reason Did the lord have a plan and this the way im posed to please him Or did man fall short and mess up everything he brings them Is it truly my fault that I feel hurt beyond return Will I ever fall in love and have the woman I deserve I have a good heart and though sometimes I'm insecure I give everything I have to make her feel my every word Women hear your words but only listen to your actions Wake up four years later and you wondering what happen Strangers turned to lovers but the love ain't always lasting Did we see this coming did we fail to trust the captain Plenty women here but they don't bring no satisfaction Nothing heals the pain it almost suffered all my passions I don't trust my feelings good or bad I start retracting Each decision made someone else is now impacted Dang Yeah you can be anointed and need therapy You can be appointed and need clarity Please don't fall asleep on the severity I shouldn't have to leave for you to cherish me Good going bad the men are perishing At first its who is he next is marry me Good girls wilding out and Its embarrassing Good girls wilding out and Its embarrassing Ive been sitting praying by the cross roads The flesh is tempting me to build a stronghold One filled with pride another filled with hate One is never me the other's taking shape I ran to my father make my heart clean Pride is never something I can call me Almost lost myself but GLORY made me whole Meet me at the altar God is saving souls You can be anointed and need therapy Broke heart you can feel it when you stare at me So far I feel nothing but unbearably Tons of super pain and there's no one there to care for me Everyday's the same but I feel better when she there for me Thank God and the fam, plus the team cause they would bare with me Didn't lose myself but I'm way different than I planned to be Should I get some help I hold my tongue and use it carefully Steps I take without you aren't the steps I want to take yeah Who would think this started cause you asked me for a break yeah These become the issues we battle through the days you know that Folks don't talk about it so we look the other way You Know that These the kinda thoughts I think at night while I'm awake You know that These The kinda thoughts I share with God in times to pray I don't have to understand all the reason it's this way I just gotta trust in you when my heart ain't feeling great Lord You can be anointed and need therapy You can be appointed and need clarity Please don't fall asleep on the severity I shouldn't have to leave for you to cherish me Good going bad the men are perishing At first its who is he next is marry me Good girls wilding out and Its embarrassing Good girls wilding out and Its embarrassing Ive been sitting praying by the cross roads The flesh is tempting me to build a stronghold One filled with pride another filled with hate One is never me the other's taking shape I ran to my father make my heart clean Pride is never something I can call me Almost lost myself but GLORY made me whole Meet me at the altar God is saving souls