another sad song

I couldn't fall asleep so I stayed up and took some adderall Didn't help me focus cuz i mixed it with some alcohol Just me and Logic Pro, I tried to make another catalog I hated everything I've ever made cuz it had you involved My first time in love you broke my heart but I'm still glad it's you I would hate me too if i was you so I ain't mad at you Nothing hurts me more than knowing everything I put you through I'm an asshole I wasn't lying when we met I'll write a sad song About how ignorant I get Prolly misread every text you ever sent And made it about me when that was never what you meant I'm a bad guy Leave a trail of damage where i walk It's a bad night Everytime we really try and talk I know i've tried But we never got along I don't do emotions I just put em in my songs Oooooo It's been way too long since i felt something new I can't fall in love with someone else to lose I can't make up for the hell i put you through But it's still you Why you upset Aren't I supposed to get a pass When it's just lust We don't even have to get along See you crossed me Like if there's a line i've ever drawn I'm surprised it's gotten this far Now noticed I'm the problem I'm the record on the shelf You gon pick me up regardless Have no choice to hear me out before you call it garbage Opinions ain't my worry yeah i'm always on the market I'm really not bad somewhere I must've been tarnished I'm an asshole I wasn't lying when we met I'll write a sad song About how ignorant I get Prolly misread Every text you ever sent And made about me when that was never what you meant Ima bad guy Leave a trail of damage where I walk Its a bad night Everytime we really try and talk I know I've tried But we never got a long I don't do emotions i just put em in my songs Oooooo It's been way too long since i felt something new I can't fall in love with someone else to lose I can't make up for the hell I put you through But it's still you