It Gets Better

I'd never have to fall apart again Or worry that I'm losing all my friends But they would miss me if I'm gone I couldn't write any more songs I'd never fix things with my mom if I were dead I leave the bar before I start to cry I tell my friends I'm tired and that I'm fine Go home and scream until I'm numb Call my dad when I wake up And tell him I had so much fun last night Ooo, I hate this feeling Hate that the voices in my head sound like they mean it Yeah, ooo, I can't remember Why I try so fuckin' hard to make it better The whole wide world and everyone I love Sometimes doesn't feel like enough When I convince myself I know That I will always be alone Even when I see my phone light up It's my best friend, seven missed calls Know it scares him when I don't call And I feel like such a burden Know it hurts you when I'm hurting And my parents always ask me How I'm doing, if I'm happy And I feel like I've let everybody down Ooo, I hate this feeling Hate that the voices in my head sound like they mean it Yeah, ooo, I can't remember Why I try so fuckin' hard to make it better Does it get better? Oh, oh, oh Say it gets better Oh, oh, oh It gets better Oh, oh, oh It gets better Oh, oh, oh It gets better