In My Head

Does it feel safe in here? This isolated atmosphere These four white walls around me ain't saying much Maybe it's the lack of sleep at night But I can't look me in the eye Who even is she When did we fall out of touch? I would pray, but I don't know how I'm trying to find the words, but they won't come out So I'm here going through the motions Living in my head I don't really know if I'm alive or if I'm dead Sorry if you speak, didn't hear a word you said I'm going through the motions, going through the motions If I could just get some space to take a break from my own brain I'd pack my bag with every last thing that I had Oh, but then the reality sets in That maybe running won't change this And I'm too scared to make changes anyways So I'm here going through the motions Living in my head I don't really know if I'm alive or if I'm dead Sorry if you speak, didn't hear a word you said I'm going through the motions, going through the motions It's not safe in here I'm scared I'm gonna fucking lose it Going through the motions Living in my head Living in my head I'm living in my, living in my, head Head, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Head Head, yeah, yeah, yeah Living in my head Am I alive or am I dead? Living in my head Am I alive or am I dead Going through the motions Living in my head I don't really know if I'm alive or if I'm dead Sorry if you speak, didn't hear a word you said I'm going through the motions, going through the motions It's not safe in here I'm scared I'm gonna fucking lose it Going through the motions Living in my head Living in my head I'm living in my, living in my, living in my head Head, yeah, yeah, yeah Head, yeah, yeah, yeah