Burning Bridges

And I'm sitting all alone With just my back against the wall And I don't know if I'm getting enough sleep And as I contemplate it all Still holding on to watch it fall And I can't stop fucking shaking when I speak And when I said I had enough You told me then to suck it up I'll need a knife to cut you out of my life When all my problems added up Still not enough to call your bluff What's the point when nothing makes you feel sad I just wanna go Just wanna find myself a place I can call home (You know that you know that) And I want you to know Just wanna let you know this shit is getting old (It's getting old) I can't see my life without you Every time you think of what you lost Remember the hand you played The smoke has cleared they say it's different now But I still have some shit to say Well ya never had a chance to find out what went wrong that sucks The poison in your blood it told me that I wasn't much So stick around and I'll get you front row seats to a self destruction I just wanna go Just wanna find myself a place I can call home (You know that you know that) And I want you to know Just wanna let you know this shit is getting old (It's getting old) I can't see my life without you It seems I'm heavily confused I can't see my life without you It seems I'm heavily confused By now I think I'm gonna lose Another chance I had with you I just wanna go Just wanna find myself a place I can call home You know that you know that And I want you to know Just wanna let you know this shit is getting old (It's getting old)