Disillusion

Silence is mentally dangerous

I've been reflecting on how I've spent my time

I'm not content on its exchange

To devalue, it is to devalue my soul

In fear, I buried my dreams

No longer

Step by step approach the horizon in front of me, unfalted by enemies

I was betrayed by wolf in sheep's clothes

My faith, misplaced, fellowship-desiring, credulous

Bide my time, opportune chance to continue

Disillusion, waste of a conscious mind

I instinctively refuse to be

Conquered fantasy

There once was nothing left

But a burnt-out shell of myself

And now I'm never going back

My life's purpose, from the grave it has been reborn

Buried, bygone in the tomb of broken dreams

Once lost, now found, following until I'm in the ground

Bid my time, one more chance to continue

I resent

Wasted time on ceilings of glass

Daily the void calls me home

I deny, reality persists, it will find you

Tired of wasting my life I'm constantly suffering

Stop picking the scars, I must heal

Scarred, filled with hate

Scorn withheld from my enemies

Another sunset consumes my pain

Twilight fades with my memories

Scorned, filled with hate

Scars withheld from my enemies

Another sunset consumes my pain

Twilight fades consuming my memories

Heal my pain

Stick to the path that was chosen for me

Resist disillusion

Waste of a conscious mind

I instinctively refuse to be

Conquered fantasy

There once was nothing left

But a burnt-out shell of myself

And now I'm never going back

I resent

Wasted time on ceilings of glass

Daily the void calls me home

I deny, reality persists, it will find you

I resent

Wasted time on ceilings of glass

Daily the void calls me home

I deny, reality persists, it will find you

It will find you, it will find you

I've already told myself

I'm not going back

To someone else's dream

Waste of life gifted to me

Suffer for thy art

Suffer for thy sake

Most helpful for my soul

Pitiless