Waves

And it's all on my shoulders not waiting on a Wishing well Can't tell me when it's over I'm making waves don't need your help I would like to thank the young me Back when nobody loved me They said rap was only for dummies Face the fact you'll never become thee one Luke Gawne They were wrong Years later still I'm hungry Stomach aches in my tummy Been through pain it became ugly but overcame it all Though I will swallow a whole pill bottle feeling real hollow Still wallow in a lil sorrow need to chill out I really think I'm bout to hit lotto cause I'm ill And my skill probably made a quarter mill amount of bills, commas But until momma get a crib in the Caribbean I will use will power started from the hill bottom Still wanna make it to the big mountain kill countin' Every beat shred and leave falling like Twin Towers Shit's about to readily Get ugly I could give a fuck about pedigree I don't wanna ever see Anyone claiming that they're ahead of me Especially when my limit is sky I vibe with the pen and turn the paper to tie-dye The lyrical drive by I'll probably end up taking like nine lives Thinking about the murders I committed in hindsight Yeah time flies when you stack bars like wifi Till the day I fall I'll be hated by all in this game But I made the call to stay involved and never take a loss When they break my balls I rather bite your ugly faces off Like K9 dogs with gator jaws and 8-inch claws Them rabies paws about to leave em' in a grave that's made For you to lay and stay I pray for the day Where I can say I proved em' wrong And it's all on my shoulders Not waiting on a Wishing well Can't tell me when it's over I'm making waves don't need your help I'm changing I just can't be caged in Try to tear you down when you're Poppin but it still feels amazing Still feels amazing thank God I'm changing I was down for the count and stressing out about money My bank account was empty couldn't count my blessings When I didn't have nothing I was down to decimals Sounding desperate getting killed by the credit card bills Ten thousand extra steady drowned in debt From putting out the records What you know about under pressure No fun when the bill collector comes to get ya But I overcame like Hov had to show this game That I'm cold till they know my name, dang! I was just a little kid growing up Scribbling rhymes in my notes every day How the fuck I made it up out of that place Cause yes I had dreams But it never seemed That I could achieve What I wanna be Cause everybody's telling me that I'd never reach that level But I hit the gas pedal rap fellow though I never set out to be wack Hell no I don't act mellow cause I'm transcendental When I get up on the track hello I will smash rap like jello Till it's scrap metal cast spells like a wicked witch With a black kettle that yellow brick road path That'll lead me to actual better days Started from the bottom but got up Now me and Atlus making HELLA WAVES! And it's all on my shoulders Not waiting on a Wishing well Can't tell me when it's over I'm making waves don't need your help I'm changing I just can't be caged in Try to tear you down when you're Poppin but it still feels amazing Still feels amazing thank God I'm changing