How did I end up here?
Another bullshit year
Drownin' in my fears
Oh, just a stupid girl
In her own messed up world
Tryna disappear
Will they even care if I'm not here?
I'm lost, can't be found
I speak but make no sound
And my thoughts weigh me down
Will I swim or will I drown?
Words are spoken underwater
Through the echoes in the waves
Maybe everything gets better
If I don't try to escape
Feel a burnin' in my lungs
Think I'm too far gone to get myself out this time
I hate when they tell me that I should try harder
And there's no such thing as a mental disorder
It's all in my head, that's what they said
Then why can't I get the fuck out of my bed?
They probably wouldn't care if I'm not here
I'm lost, can't be found
I speak but make no sound
And my thoughts weigh me down
Will I swim or will I drown?
Words are spoken underwater
Through the echoes in the waves
Maybe everything gets better
If I don't try to escape
Don't wake me up, I've had enough
Just leave me numb and painless
Don't wake me up, my time is up
Just set me free
I know they wouldn't care if I'm not here
I'm lost, can't be found
I speak but make no sound
And my thoughts weigh me down
Will I swim or will I drown?
Words are spoken underwater
Through the echoes in the waves
Maybe everything gets better
If I don't try to escape
