hate myself for loving you

Everything you say It's all a lie Putting me at blame Looking me in the eye How can someone be so twisted? Gave you all of my love unconditioned Yeah you took my heart just to break it But it was me who always stayed up Crying off my makeup And I hate myself for staying And I hate myself for leaving too Why did you break me? Why did I let you? But above all else I Hate myself for loving you Saw you in the place You showed to me Is she everything That I couldn't be? And I bet that you made her feel alive When you told her that you missed her Saying I was out the picture You said every time Was the last time And it was me who always stayed up Crying off my makeup And I hate myself for staying And I hate myself for leaving too Why did you break me? Why did I let you? But above all else I Hate myself for loving you Nothing you can do Can erase what you did Nothing you can say Can take the pain away Nothing left to prove You're so full of shit You know that i know the truth about you Nothing you can do Can erase what you did Nothing you can say Can take the pain away Nothing left to prove You're so full of shit You're so full of shit And I hate myself for staying And I hate myself for leaving too Why did you break me? Why did I let you? But above all else I Hate myself for loving you