If This Is Goodbye

Finally hit the ground, I'm at the bottom now Never thought I could be this low Felt like falling down an endless hole No, I don't see the light and I don't hear God Crawling in the dark, now my limbs are cold Screaming out, "Help," but it just echoes (echoes) Only one way out of here, I don't think I can reach it Everything I hold dear, erased by all of my demons My sorry is sincere, I've just lost all of my reasons Reasons left to stay So if this is goodbye (ooh) Please don't count my cry as a sin No, I don't want to die (ooh) But it keeps getting harder to live And I put up a fight (ooh) But now I've got nothing to give So if this is goodbye, goodbye, goodbye I hope someday to see you again There's nothing you could have said Nothing you could have done different It was always between me and my head Never meant to hurt you in the process But I just can't keep holding on Wish I could believe that things will get better Wish I could just flip a switch in my mind Then I could fix how I feel altogether Then I could mean it when I say I'm fine It's never that easy and neither is life Don't think I wanted to leave you behind I tried, I tried, I've tried So if this is goodbye (ooh) Please don't count my cry as a sin No, I don't want to die (ooh) But it keeps getting harder to live And I put up a fight (ooh) But now I've got nothing to give (nothing, nothing) So if this is goodbye, goodbye, goodbye I hope someday to see you again If this is goodbye (ooh) I'll see you on the other side (ooh) I'll see you, if this is goodbye (ooh) I'll see you, if this is goodbye (ooh) Open up my eyes, I don't know where I am And everything is blurry, my mom's holding my hand Turns out I was in a hurry, but God had other plans He said my goodbye was early, now I've got a second chance