Kicking Up Daisies

Fell off hard and crashed ahead Some things of mine are better unsaid I see it on the pavement, man I feel it all the time Especially on weekends when I always lose my mind Heart on my sleeve And I know that I'm kicking up Daisy's Came home for an hour And spent the whole day Through the depths of the evening And the summer decay A habit worth forming We'll do it as friends Not unrequited lovers In an out of the mends Paralyzed I lay in bed I scroll online getting upset Poor amalgamations as I figure out my life Pointed conversations with you just to get a rise Hide from my friends when I know that I'm lacking the patience I came home for an hour (I came home for an hour) And I spent the whole day (And I spent the whole damned day) Through the depths of the evening (Through the depths of the evening) And the summer decay (All the mid summer decay) A habit worth forming? (It's a habit worth forming) We'll do it as friends (We can do it just as friends) Not unrequited lovers (We're not unrequited lovers) In and out on the mends (In and out on the mends) Looking through my iPhone 4 Spent so much of my life on tour I don't know who I am no more But don't know what I'm looking for Remember how I was before God it makes my heart feel sore Still working at my parent's store Am I ever happy anymore? Crying on the bedroom floor Demon's knocking at my door The doctor's asking are you sure? I feel like a fucking fraud