What Ifs

I used to think I would spend every second I have Right where my story began I'd be happy here Every day, month, year of my life But now I'm wishing for whatever comes after goodbye On every star in the sky I'm dreaming of what I could become This is where home will be As long as my lungs can breathe But my heart is dying to leave 'Cause I know there's more to me I don't wanna live with "What ifs, might haves" "Could have been if I had only tried, not held back" Oh no, that's not a part of my plan That's not the me that I, that's not the me that I am This time there's no looking back (no looking back) I'm crossing things off my list (crossing things off my list) Don't wanna run out of time before I wake up and find There was a life that I missed My limit doesn't exist I don't wanna live with "What ifs, might haves" "Could have been if I had only tried, not held back" Oh no, that's not a part of my plan That's not the me that I am No "What ifs", regrets were my strengths and weakness I would hide my feelings Oh no, that's not a part of my plan That's not the me that I am