I Lost a Friend

I lost a friend Like keys in a sofa Like a wallet in the backseat Like ice in the summer heat I lost a friend Like sleep on a red-eye Like money on a bad bet Like time worrying about every bad thing that hasn't happened yet I know I'll be alright But I'm not tonight I'll be lying awake counting all the mistakes I've made Replaying fights I know I'll be alright But I'm not tonight I lost a friend I lost a friend I lost my mind And nobody believes me Say "I know that he don't need me 'Cause he made a little too much money to be 20 and sad" And I'll be fine without him But all I do is write about him How the hell did I lose a friend I never had? Never had I'm on the mend Like I'm wearing a neck brace Like I'm sleeping in my own place Like I'm pulling all the stitches out of my own face I'm on the mend Like I'm icing a new sprain Like I'm walking on a new cane Like it's been a couple days Since I slipped and said something sorta like your name I know I'll be alright But I'm not tonight I'll be lying awake counting all the mistakes I've made Replaying fights I know I'll be alright But I'm not tonight I'm on the mend But I lost a friend I lost my mind And nobody believes me Say "I know that he don't need me 'Cause he made a little too much money to be 20 and sad" And I'll be fine without him But all I do is write about him How the hell did I lose a friend I never had? I'd apologize If I thought it might Make a difference Or make you listen I'd apologize If it was black and white But life is different Just try to listen to me now I know I'll be alright But I'm not tonight I lost a friend I lost a friend I lost my mind And nobody believes me Say, "I know that he don't need me 'Cause he made a little too much money to be 20 and sad" And I'll be fine without him But all I do is write about him How the hell did I lose a friend I never had? Never had