First Love (Just Hold Me)

I'll build the stairs to our stars babe Just hold me, just hold me I'll build the stairs to our stars babe Just hold me, just hold me Lemme put this shit in perspective 'Cause I know I can't change my past So I might as well tell it, fuck it I'll sell it And hope I can leave my mark True say I want peace in a world of war But I know I've been here before Somehow we end up in the deep end Let's hope we can row to shore Some say I been putting my life on the line like a soldier But it don't feel that way (hey) Feels like I got wounds And the wind is blowing through the empty space Bullet holes in my torso, adrenaline rush That's why I'm still wide awake (hey) But I need first aid, first love can you heal my pain? My first love was real, second one was fake 'Cause the second one had snake eyes I should've thought twice when I rolled that dice But when you gamble you gotta pay that price, right Now I'm in debt that money can't buy You can't eat my pain without homicide Killing a beat is how I survive but it could've been suicide Any side will do, my pain is fuel for the fire to light my booth I got a sweet tooth for the times I'm true Yeah I been so sweet like draggin' fruit Across my teeth, I speak from the root Locate the canal, you can't find no O's in truth No holes in truth, there goes my tooth It hurts when I spit the truth Yo, you ever have a real one by your side But you only realise when you let them go? That's me. How that saying go? Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Broken souls can join and grow But what's so good when you lose control? Miss the times when we were close And we both had hearts to hold But I lost my grip and I watched it Slip at the tip of my fingers and crashed the ship Hit the ice burg and the ship got split Now we're parting ways then one of us sink You hope it's me and I'm drowning sick But I'm pulling you down deep down I'm a prick 'Cause even though this shit was my fault If I'm dying, you're dying with Truth is, I want what's real Honour your love 'cause I know I could feel Like myself and don't have to worry bout' Nothing except for making mills You make mine and I'll make ours And we make Mars shine brighter than Grillz Wanna run this world with you So I hope one day we can make this real but Lemme put this shit in perspective 'Cause I know I can't change my past So I might as well tell it, fuck it I'll sell it And hope I can leave my mark True say I want peace in a world of war But I know I've been here before Somehow we end up in the deep end Let's hope we can row to shore Some say I been putting my life on the line like a soldier But it don't feel that way (hey) Feels like I got wounds And the wind is blowing through the empty space Bullet holes in my torso, adrenaline rush That's why I'm still wide awake (hey) But I need first aid, first love can you heal my pain? I'll build the stairs to our stars babe Just hold me, just hold me I'll build the stairs to our stars babe Just hold me, just hold me