Kintsugi

When it breaks what piece am I left with? Then days start to bleed the same I can barely hold on to anyone or anything When it always breaks (when it always breaks) I guess that this is how it goes Begged for hell until it gave me home I think that I should stay right here To find some comfort of my own (of my own) I'm always spiraling out of control The weight was too much for me That's why I'm alone Paranoid, I'll ruin anything that ever grows (ever grows) I just needed somewhere to go Until I questioned every answer unknown I just needed some space to breathe Until my lungs collapsed on me When it breaks what piece am I left with? The days start to bleed the same I can barely hold on to anyone or anything When it always breaks It's like a bullet to the chest Carved out a place for my heart to rest But it went numb instead It's like a bullet to the brain Scattered my thoughts across the walls Painting the floor with every memory With every memory I just needed somewhere to go Until I questioned every answer unknown I just needed some space to breathe Until my lungs collapsed on me When it breaks what piece am I left with? The days start to bleed the same I can barely hold on to anyone or anything When it always breaks What piece am I left with? The days start to bleed the same I can barely hold on to anyone or anything When it always breaks