Hopeless

Uh, listen up! I got some shit to say Uh, listen up! I got some shit to say If we choose our own paths, we must've walked different ways 'Cause lately, I've been trapped in darkness with nothing but pain Uh, listen up! I got some shit to say Uh, listen up! I got some shit to say If we choose our own paths, we must've walked different ways 'Cause lately, I've been trapped in darkness with nothing but pain Yeah, I got regrets about the drugs that I take But they help to solve the problems that I stack in my brain Tell me what you know 'bout being suicidal everyday And having no escape, so you depend on a blade Yeah, I used to be an asshole, said shit that he never meant And by the age of 14, I was on my 12th attempt I felt lost and trapped, consumed by my regrets Now, I'm walkin' through a graveyard, death at every step Lately, I been hidin' away inside of my room Wishin' that I'd never even come outta the womb But I'll have a smile on my face when greetin' my doom I keep my problems locked inside my chest, that's all I ever do Uh, listen up! I got some shit to say Uh, listen up! I got some shit to say If we choose our own paths, we must've walked different ways 'Cause lately, I've been trapped in darkness with nothing but pain Uh, listen up! I got some shit to say Uh, listen up! I got some shit to say If we choose our own paths, we must've walked different ways 'Cause lately, I've been trapped in darkness with nothing but pain Opened up my mind and all I saw was an abyss I'm losin' sight of the light like it's a solar eclipse They said that if not for talent that I wouldn't exist And all I do is spit like I'm talkin' with a lisp I'm just pennin' my emotions, my reflection on the page Society has set the norm, they're tellin' me I'm strange I dyed my hair and pierced my ears, I had to make a change 'Cause I'd rather be different then ever called the same I'm insane and I know it I got issues and I really think they showin' Doin' drugs in double doses is how I'm copin' Oh, I think it's pretty clear that I'm hopeless I think it's pretty clear that I'm hopeless I think it's pretty clear that I'm hopeless I think it's pretty clear that I'm hopeless I think it's pretty clear that I'm hopeless, so