The Weight of Sin

Soul crushing weight Leave me underpinned by a concubine Don't you know I know my mistakes Will leave you contemplating about your demise? Resent me with all that you are The harm that you want, it's all in vain Well, if the barriers are broken My allegiances won't last What's the point of moving forward if you can't forget the past? It feels like the weight of a thousand suns I don't even love you The way that I used to when I was still part of your plan Now I am a fortress No one gets in, you won't see me again (me again) Take everything and leave me empty-handed 'Cause it's a pointless conversation Yeah, it's an endless pit of loss It isn't safe to be a stranger, can't predict the fall How long the damage lasts You wear me out 'cause you know I can take it Lecture me on all the ways you think that I should pay I'll take the fall for my pride and my failures Rending me with all this malice Now all my sin is a burden Feels like the weight of a thousand suns I don't even love you The way that I used to when I was still part of your plan Now I am a fortress No one gets in, you won't see me again You'll never face the truth How many times do I How many times do I gotta say it? We bleed the same Blood And now it's running down the stairs So much for letting go All that we have known and cared for Will sink into the abyss of a new Dark Age Made more sinister And perhaps more protracted By the lights of perverted silence