Fistful of Hornets

Lights out, everybody is a culprit and no one leaves ungarnered I think that everything that ever was Was built on the backs of the martyrs Now hell's just under the surface, our constant beveling focus I can't stand when you won't look me in the eye I hate how you never cared And nothing ever mattered 'til I gave up On and on and on, it takes its toll on me I can't imagine what it's like to never feel ashamed My life is a burden, your dreams are a sham Your purpose is worthless as the culture demands You think you're strong enough to comprehend this weight I think you're abysmal, I think you're a fake I won't forget how you made me suffer Now all my worst fears, they seem irrelevant now This mortal shell is just a means to reason On and on and on, it takes its toll on me I can't imagine what it's like to never feel ashamed But if the fragment remains of my immortal estate Don't wake me up, don't let me break the cycle My life is a burden, your dreams are a sham Your purpose is worthless as the culture Do you ever wander aimlessly through life? Meandering through the pointlessness of existence? Feeling like the weight of the world could crush you at any moment? Like nothing you ever do even matters? A fistful of hornets, all this time I sit alone Waiting for you here As if there's nothing else I can do Who is the greater fool?