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session (THURRAPY)
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Hip-Hop/Rap
session (THURRAPY) was released on December 31, 2023 by Only Records as a part of the album Darkside Blue.
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Release DateDecember 31, 2023
LabelOnly Records
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM80

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Khallid Benson
Khallid Benson
Songwriter

Lyrics

It's a lot
It's a lot
It's a lot
It's a lot
It's a lot on my shoulders
And I'm trynna lift it off
Shit is out of control but
Through Jah I'm a flip it out
Clip is out of the holster
And I'm trynna hit it now
Hit a cloud off the doja
To calm down and figure out
Should I keep my composure
Or start bucking **** out
This the style of a soldier
But I'm on a different route
Let the pounds of the moment
Compile and uplift you now
There's a gal that I know
That I gotta live without
Wish I could check up on ya
But not my position now
Moving out to the snow so
On top of that distance now
Lovers convert to strangers can
Fuck up the mental wow
Never could read emotions
But I say it's tensive now
Is it true? 'cause I hope
It's my mind and I'm trippin now
Losing friends that we made
As it piles that shit hittin now
Still haven't found the time to throw out all ya gifts n now I'm on froze
In the rain there's a breeze
That is pulling me close and holding me cuz I'm free
But the rain won't let go
It don't want me to know
that I'm in control
But I see
Every hill has its lows
Every building erodes
But the remains is the stone
That we need
Put ya hand on ya soul
Feel the blessings unfold
Do the work get in mode yeah
I signed up for therapy you should be proud of me
My pain is a tumor goin stupid inside of me
And my culture made venting presume to be cowardly
Only cuz my people conditioned to move when we not at peace
I signed up for therapy you should be proud of me
My pain is a tumor goin stupid inside of me
And my culture made venting presume to be cowardly
Only cuz my people conditioned to move when we not at peace
With cross on my chain and my faith in him in ink on my shoulder
A Ph.D could never lead me to a God complex
A fraud complex is what I got
N that shit is turnin' devil
You or Instagram won't see this shit from the surface level
Used to have purpose settled now I just worship schedules
For me I'm trynna fight but life has made me a nervous rebel
What a **** feeling at the moment unbearable
It's hard to put in words can y'all just follow my parable
Most of the family never swam before
They stand at shore
But I'm supposed to blend out the flaws like camouflage
Same genetics as the **** who had never swam at all
But in pools 20 feet deep they want me to cannonball
If you knew that you would drown the second that you swam an inch
But your family would only love you if you attempt
Would you resent? Yes but to what extent ?
It's hard to hate love but tell me what is love in this bitch
Crack rock heroin lean or nicotine
I contemplate on if I was addicted to these things
Would the love that's built me to achieve the shit they deem
Honorable
Be present if I wasn't even clean?
Would the lack of pressure to be great through their standards
Equate to the rush I make when I say put ya hands up?
I don't want the answer I just want an answer
Acknowledging my soul is not a thing that you can ransom
In the rain there's a breeze
That is pulling me close and holding me cuz I'm free
But the rain won't let go
It don't want me to know
that I'm in control
But I see
Every hill has its lows
Every building erodes
But the remains is the stone
That we need
Put ya hand on ya soul
Feel the blessings unfold
Do the work get in mode yeah
I signed up for therapy you should be proud of me
My pain is a tumor goin stupid inside of me
And my culture made venting presume to be cowardly
Only cuz my people conditioned to move when we not at peace
I signed up for therapy you should be proud of me
My pain is a tumor goin stupid inside of me
And my culture made venting presume to be cowardly
Only cuz my people conditioned to move when we not at peace
Written by: Khallid Benson
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