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session 5 (MEMORY CITY)
Hip-Hop/Rap
session 5 (MEMORY CITY) was released on December 31, 2023 by Only Records as a part of the album Darkside Blue.
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Release DateDecember 31, 2023
LabelOnly Records
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM74

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Khallid Benson
Khallid Benson
Songwriter

Lyrics

I cannot choose happy
I done leveled up the family
Tried to heal through several baddies
But I can't escape the sadness
That your gone
Tried to pop some tablets
Trynna settle all the madness
Rather struggle with you
Then live high alone
I have not been happy
Since I lost all of my access
And deleted all the texts
Inside my phone
Now I feel I'm captured
By the times and all the magic
That we had
Girl it's a lot to handle
Shawty memories holding me a gunpoint
All the memories got me at gunpoint
Shawty memories holding me a gunpoint
All the memories got me at gunpoint
Shawty memories holding me a gunpoint
They gone shoot me at some point
Bullets to the head mind clear for once
I can't step outside without wondering why
Or if or maybe the answer is under the sky
But with all this rain under my eyes
I wouldn't be able to see
If God made you just so I could
Learn a thing or two about love
Or if our stars just never really aligned as well as I knew they could
Promised I knew they would
And I just can't sugar coat this as well as kool-aid
But I designed the gift for our 7th anniversary
We didn't make it to 2
So the fuck am I supposed to do
Besides wallow in depression
I swallowed my confessions
But I have this urge to purge out my denial and deflections
I've been smiling but my mental isn't silent nor accepting
Of the concept that what we had is no longer my possession at all
99PRCNT not into perfection at all
Guess it's fitting a bond that was perfect was set to dissolve
And even though it was what I couldn't control
That doesn't change that you made my first apartment a home
Was down with me when it was only floors and counters
We had dinner no tables
We watched movies no couches
TV with no TV stand before I set up the Roku
You was down before you knew me
Back when I was trynna know you
I laid with you on that carpet, we shared internal struggles
That we never told nobody else everybody else fuck 'em
Bonnie Clyde shit
That build you up when you was feeling down shit
That king queen shit
Not one but two crowns bitch
And just to keep it 2,000
On days I didn't want to touch grass
You gave me strength to go out and move mountains
But now
I can't bump Slow Jamz at all it's all you
And when I hear Blxst at all it's all you
Every single place I past it's all you
If you hear this sorry I'm just trynna stay stable
And the music's the only thing that won't let me fall through
Shawty memories holding me a gunpoint
All the memories got me at gunpoint
Shawty memories holding me a gunpoint
All the memories got me at gunpoint
Shawty memories holding me a gunpoint
They gone shoot me at some point
Bullets to the head mind clear for once
Written by: Khallid Benson
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