Autism Vaccine Blues

'Ve got texts flying in and missed calls on the phone I've got debt collectors that won't leave me alone I've got a cricket for a conscious I can't shoo away I've got the blood of the land all over my doorway Oh no That little pill made me well and now I feel everything I hear doubting Thomas, the song that he sings I see the screens that we worship and the holes they don't fill I smell the sweat on her neck that's how I know I could kill Oh no Bless me father I've sinned Have you seen the shape I'm in? The cure has opened my eyes But now I can't pray away These autism vaccine blues I've got autism vaccine blues They said take this to relax it'll keep you calm They said the tumor would shrink before it killed my mom I called to tell you I still love you "would you please hold the line?" Like when I go to the altar and wait for a sign The car won't charge the phone's out of gas The gulf's on fire it's full of plastic trash Is this a lump in my chest? Are those bees in my head? I never wondered before if I'd be better off dead Oh no Bless me father I've sinned Have you seen the shape she's in? The vampire squid sucked me dry And now I can't pray away these autism vaccine blues I've got text flying the holes won't fill The sweat on her neck is how I know I could kill I called to tell you I love you but the bees are in my head I never wondered before if I'd be better off dead Bless me father I've sinned Have you seen the shape I'm in? The cure opened up my eyes But now I can't pray away These autism vaccine blues I've got autism vaccine blues I've got autism vaccine blues