I'm on the brink of collapse

A single blink, I won't last

Been fooling around so much I can't afford the feeling of guilt, but it's out of my control

I cannot turn back time, now disaster's coming soon

Been fighting against my own self, wrestled, struggled for ages to dig my hole

Slowly turning into my sweet heartwarming tomb

I'm safe in the dark of night, where I find my true self

Hiding from the light, with nobody else

A silent plague in my mind

(I feel so helpless though I'm not alone)

A killing spree by design

(Need time off from everyone I know)

Bound by the second chances I was given by (they're given by)

The very people that should rather wish I died (should wish I died)

Trying to escape this made-up galaxy of lies

It's a matter of time before I finally realize

I'm safe in the dark of night, where I find my true self

Hiding from the light, with nobody else

How should I mend for my mistakes

When confessors ignore pain you confide

Will my tormentors resuscitate

Gonna let my fate decide

Spiraling out of reach

Every hope every dream

Every barrier I breach

Condemns my self-esteem

Holding onto the fear

Long enough to unsee

What hinders me when I'm here

To bend my destiny

I'm safe in the dark of night, where I find my true self

Hiding from the light, with nobody else